Singing is what to ME?

As everybody know , I'm quit known with my voice. kidding. So , my entry this time will tell you everything of these carier. Well , not all maybe. Points.

This is how it all started . so ,

My family have some troubles financially. So , we got our first VCD player when I was six and I was very excited when mum played a "Marry had a little lamb" VCD karaoke.

I sang for months for that karaoke song. So, I did fell in love with it.

When does mum first time figure out my talent ?

Back in time, my mum, she absolutely loves the song Adaa by Clarice John Matta . So, she bought the VCD and told me to sing it for her. At her suprise, I did it very well. So, she let me in for a competition at my nine years old age. I COMPETE WITH THE ADULTS and I did won my first competition. *hands claping.

How did I develop ? 

I entered many competition since then. Practice makes perfect. I really did work hard. Singing is my breath. I manage the state level for Sugandoi Dazanak at 2006 (sweetest memories). I also sang for classic malay traditional song , patriotik , BINTANG KECIL. XD A lot of them. Until I get into a little prison called MRSM.

Did I stop ?

Yeah ! Of course I did stop. why shouldn't I. I gave up my dreams cause it was damn hard for me to get in any competitions until it was 2010. I went to the Open District Level. I did win again and win a record contract but guys, do not wait for it. It's not gonna happen. See , I did record for 5 songs maybe but I loose hope again. I'll never be a singer. I'll sing for you if you want. :3

How about now ?

Well , it was damn bored to be unemployed. Maybe in future if my heart beats again for music, I'll try for Sugandoi again and aiming for state. Wish me lucks and sends me prayers. But still , I'll never be a singer.

What did i feel when I sing ?

Same like everybody else , singing is fun. Singing is gooood. When I sing , I felt like I'm in my own world where there is only me and music. I want to sing perfectly for every time. Emotions comes out by singing. (Well , i sang everyday). 

How have these experience influence me ?

I could barely stand emotionaly alive without music. Even when I am alone or I am quiet (not talking nor singing) , I am singing  or playing my own mp3 played in my head . Creapy ?  LOL

If you guys wants to request me any entrys . Just leave some comments. XOXO

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#HowToMakeMeSmile

#HowToMakeMeSmile 
is by giving me that A's that all these damn people wanted.

o.O

So , as you all now. This hashtag has been trending eversince. For that , I'm going to explain one important thing that could make me smile to the fullest. I mention up there the thingy that could make me smile . So , some of you might reacted like this .

By now , I am 18 years old and surely  been waiting for the biggest exam result ever and that is SPM ( Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia ) . I am aiming for 9 A's of course but more confident for 7 A's but but but.. (start to over think). LOL

Why GOD Why must we suffer this. I hate waiting. Hate it ever. 13 days felt like 13 years or might be decades in correction. Each time 

I thought about 20 March of 2013. I got over-thinking and it ruins my mood.

WHY SHOULD I GET 9 A's ?

ONE

Scholarships means everything to me. I came from not such a rich family and I need those scholarship to continue my study to chase my dreams WITHOUT making trouble to my parents.

TWO

Like what Prince William said , I also wanted to go to University. Anywhere at any course. I want to fulfill my dream and also my parents dream. They must be proud.

THREE

I want to have my own money. I do not mean that I should be rich but at least own my own cash for my life , my parents and etc. Money is everything nowadays and for sure those expensive bags ain't buying themself.

FOUR

 

I also want to have my own house and car. I dreamt of big luxury house with swimming pool and a fancy expensive purple car BUT do not stop dreaming until the dream told ya right?  I meant any house or any car. As long as I have my own. :3

FIVE

I must shop around the world. My must visit place is : Paris , Thailand , Rome and Australia. Pray for me so I can fulfil these dreams. AMEN ! I also gonna bring along my parents or anyone so, that might cost me  a lot.

SIX

Above all , I wanna make my parents proud. More than that , HAPPY , LOVE , SMILE and every positive words it could be. They are my idols and they are my everything. I know these are what they wanted , every parents wish. Amen mama. Betcha gona be proud someday.

So , back to the basic. 9 A's are so important to be true. Amen for a dream come true.

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Recalling memories.

HOLLA EVERYONE.

This time post is about my teamSPM bestfriends at highschool. 

From your left hand :

above: me , valerie , cerol , betni , jenip, cerry

below: jennevie , alfye , amy

AMYZRYA 

She is insanely crazy about Taylor Swift. I think the whole school knows how much she loves Taylor Swift , we do fight about her too. Lame right? She is also the most cheerful among us. She loves one of the art character of her DEAD dog " moko-moko " she have created. I've been roomate with her for 4 years of my life. From 2009 - 2012. So , I bet she knowsss a lots of lots me. XD

CERRYVINA OVEY

Before I talk nonesense about her.

 I wanna give her these a hug cause I believe she needs these more than she knows.

So , these miss Cerryvina Ovey is less insanely crazy than miss amy(a liitle bit jer) .  She is the  cleverest among us. She got the SPC(skim pelajar cermelang) at UTP for mechanical engeenering while we are still waiting for our SPM result. Me and her is hot and cold but whatever it is , We loves each other. She was my clasmate at 2010 - 2012. So she also knows lotssss of me.

ALFYE ALVERA

Hot huh ? Relaaxx.. Take a deep breath and release. Well , proudly among us , she manage to be a model. Not a TOP MODEL ASIA like that but a model. She got what she aimed to be before we continues our studies. She is a well determined girl :)) . We have been roomates for three years , at 2010 - 2012 and classmate at 2008. 

VALERIE

She is the most truthful with words. These lady is the best with her maths. You know like chinese-ian always does. Also known as a very brave girl and a very strong one (physically)  but instead she have a sensitive and soft heart. Loves sharings story with her. :3 We have  been a classmate once at 2009. 

JENNEVIE

This sweet girl is insanely geourgous. Nice hair , nice skin. Well , I believe only her got a new lovita these long term holiday. Roomates with her for 3 years at 2010 - 2012 . She is the most hardworking girl among us. She has these freaking ideas when it comes to exams. Too much of focus , well actually it should be a good one actually. I'll could never be like that. Maybe sooner at University of whatever. XOXO

BETNI REGINA

Geng karas for Prinsip Akaun subject with Valerie. When you hear her aksen , you must very sure she can talks in dusun very well. She with her clarence is a very sure romantic love story. I hope them will get up to the new beginning , we called "wedding" .  Also a very brutal die hard girl. You know what I mean. XD

CEROLLIDA

A die hard fan of jiwangss song ; might be rock melayu klasik , indie and Justin Bieber. A very beautiful shy lady who have a great voice and can dance. :3  She also have an awesome smile and she do smells like babies. That might because she likes to wear "minyak kayu putih " . We have been a classmate once at 2008 together with Alfye and Jenip(below) .

JENIP

Heyyyyy... Sexy laaydeee.. Her mixed blood have made her a very beautiful looking girl. She can sing. She can dance. She does sports. She also can play muzic  instrument. I also believe she is a very hardworking girl. Trying to be herself in an awesome way. Well , like I have mention above. I have been classmate with her once at 2008 and also her roomate that year. :))

Nine of us will rocks our world. :) 

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P/S : Miss you guys like a lotsss.. :'(